I'm an alcoholic and my wife is divorcing me. Not because I'm an alcoholic, but due to my inability to get help for many issues I have. I am so sad, depressed and lack any kind of motivation. My business is going down the tubes and I have little to be happy about. I have three dogs and two cats and my animals are the only thing that keep me going from day to day. Though I find myself being neglecting toward them from time to time. I've never been in such a horrible situation in my entire life. I feel like ending it all, but there is no way I can do it. I want help, but it is very hard for me to even get out of bed. I know what to do, I just can't get myself together to do it.