• Everything tastes like feces?

    Before my dad had lung cancer, he beat Large Diffuse B Cell Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma. After the treatments, he said that everything that he eats tastes like feces.. like for real...not a slang for i don't it... it tastes like i went to a dog park and picked up one of Coco's turds and put it in my mouth. I laughed so hard I didn't... show more
    Before my dad had lung cancer, he beat Large Diffuse B Cell Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma. After the treatments, he said that everything that he eats tastes like feces.. like for real...not a slang for i don't it... it tastes like i went to a dog park and picked up one of Coco's turds and put it in my mouth. I laughed so hard I didn't have a voice left afterwards. was that appropriate of me?
    3 answers · Mental Health · 8 hours ago
  • A good country to live in?

    I was asked how a good country live in operates. I said this. 1. The Government isn't responsible, or liable to what people want, yell out for, riot for, personally believe or anything else. The government's responsibilities are to utilize professional advice and better existing codes as influence for its own society The USA doesn't... show more
    I was asked how a good country live in operates. I said this. 1. The Government isn't responsible, or liable to what people want, yell out for, riot for, personally believe or anything else. The government's responsibilities are to utilize professional advice and better existing codes as influence for its own society The USA doesn't do that 2. The Government isn't responsible to uphold or subsidize the things that some people do, like a cheese steak, pizza and coca cola or cigarette habit... In a good country to live in, the government it uses facts that were given to them by university professors and researchers as best as they know, to market, or enforce better trends The USA does it, but not completely. The USA's government is still a robot for politics and money 3. In a good country to live in, guns are banned or highly regulated They are not, in the USA, and who can be issued a permit is surprising. 4. In a good country to live in, healthcare, education and childcare is free. In the USA, it can be free, if you're either extremely poor or disabled... But what IS free, is junk, and a death sentence. 5. In a good country to live in, Perhaps People like myself.... Born into an environment that isn't appropriate for me upon being diagnosed.. I would have stayed where I was diagnosed and not allowed to go back home until i was either 21 and the symptoms were kept at bay and repaired or my parents moved In the USA the only question is, do I assault innocent people
    5 answers · Politics · 9 hours ago
  • Reasons why the nuclear dream of the 1950s never materialized, and why personal flight also wont?

    1. Because nuclear technology has through the years, proven to be appropriate only in the hands of Military commanders and their corps of Engineers... And the Government's OWN department of Energy. Beyond the realistic abilities of even the richest, most well supervised corporations who have government contracts. 2. To operate a nuclear... show more
    1. Because nuclear technology has through the years, proven to be appropriate only in the hands of Military commanders and their corps of Engineers... And the Government's OWN department of Energy. Beyond the realistic abilities of even the richest, most well supervised corporations who have government contracts. 2. To operate a nuclear reactor it takes a crew, all who have a PhD in Physics, who have years of experience as college professors in Physics. Or military training, created and guided by the above people. A nuclear powered sedan just isn't practical... Nor today, politically attractive. And personal flight also won't materialize... Because a flying car, first of all is too expensive, the equipment needed isn't cheap. And it takes a pilots license. Sit back, enjoy the action film, and have fun in your electric car is my advice to such visionaries. lol
    4 answers · Politics · 10 hours ago
  • Was this an appropriate conversation?

    The last convo that I had with my dad before he slipped into his world from the effects of dying from lung cancer.... Was about the girlfriend that he found in Arkansas.... the one with so many problems in her life, that she isn't worth it... My dad asked me if she's going to visit... I said, honestly, no she isn't. She doesn't know... show more
    The last convo that I had with my dad before he slipped into his world from the effects of dying from lung cancer.... Was about the girlfriend that he found in Arkansas.... the one with so many problems in her life, that she isn't worth it... My dad asked me if she's going to visit... I said, honestly, no she isn't. She doesn't know that you have lung cancer, she doesn't know that you're here, she doesn't know that you're dying,, and I'm the one who cares, you're daughters are the ones who cares, your grandson is the one who cares... Don't worry about her.... I don't know if you know this or not.... You know.... But the night before, she and I had a conversation. And from what she said... this is what I understand... dad... The truth of the matter is, she uses people, and because she doesn't have a use for us, at least not the way that she wants to use us...that's the reason why she left us... and I also know that she had a s)ucker come in right behind you, ready to be milked for his hard earned, and who doesn't know it. he said, i didn't know that, how did you know that? i said....i read her e mails to other men.... She told some guy, that she's having us out of her life by the 5th of march of 2014... come here on the 5th around 1 pm after the. blanks are gone. That was 3 years ago. She doesn't like me either.... He asked me why, when me and her got along so well... And I said... because she's a pro manipulator. She's a corporate-side insurance agent.
    4 answers · Mental Health · 12 hours ago
  • What would you do with such a teenager?

    What would you do, if your 14 year old son, was 285 pounds, was very, disproportionately muscular, was strong like a rhino... wore a 3X shirt, 36 / 32 jeans, size 13 footwear... Got suspended from school for lifting 400 pounds of weights over his head... And all this muscle was validated by him doing hard physical work, by lifting, dragging and... show more
    What would you do, if your 14 year old son, was 285 pounds, was very, disproportionately muscular, was strong like a rhino... wore a 3X shirt, 36 / 32 jeans, size 13 footwear... Got suspended from school for lifting 400 pounds of weights over his head... And all this muscle was validated by him doing hard physical work, by lifting, dragging and hauling heavy loads of tools and materials over long distances by hand and foot...and performing manual labor.. but here's the thing... It's genetically out of whack with the rest of the family, and nobody in the immediate family even came close to that. And he used that muscle to push his way around, emancipate himself from authority, and to violate court ordered visitation with his mom.... and much more besides... he would protect his dad, but it came with a potential risk, FROM the protector. itself. What would you do with a teen like that?
    8 answers · Mental Health · 1 day ago
  • A body to support my bad behavioral habits toward my parents?

    My sister who is 13 years older than me, and didn't really watch me grow up... asked me when I stopped growing, finalizing a 3X shirt size, 36 32 pant size and size 13 shoes... And how did I gain all this muscle, like the bowling ball biceps, the whatever they're called...the huge muscle where your neck and shoulders meet... The tree trunk... show more
    My sister who is 13 years older than me, and didn't really watch me grow up... asked me when I stopped growing, finalizing a 3X shirt size, 36 32 pant size and size 13 shoes... And how did I gain all this muscle, like the bowling ball biceps, the whatever they're called...the huge muscle where your neck and shoulders meet... The tree trunk thighs... The Muscle on muscle that's on your calves.. The narrow, long and muscular separation between your thighs and calves... I told her that I stopped growing tall and I stopped filling out and i stopped gaining muscle mass when I was 14. She said...you what? You been like this since you were 14? i said yep. She said, no wonder you're such a creep. You obviously haven't been disciplined since then.
    2 answers · Mental Health · 2 days ago
  • How can I improve my image?

    This is a list of things that employers see, when they interview me. Combat style, heavily insulated, steel toe, water-proof work boots with thick, slip-proof, caterpillar tracks for soles... size 13 USA. 30 pound denim jeans. Denim shirt, heavy, insulated denim work jacket, baseball cap and sunglasses. That's probably first strike that... show more
    This is a list of things that employers see, when they interview me. Combat style, heavily insulated, steel toe, water-proof work boots with thick, slip-proof, caterpillar tracks for soles... size 13 USA. 30 pound denim jeans. Denim shirt, heavy, insulated denim work jacket, baseball cap and sunglasses. That's probably first strike that catches his eyes... the second thing that catches his eye is my massive body. 2X shirt and jacket... 36-32 jeans, 13 boots. Big bowling balls for biceps. the next thing that rings him, is my voice.. it travels far, fast. and my handwriting is thick and dark, in a police crime lab, that means possibly disturbed. my social, traces back to a psych ward, and a out-of-society school. how can i improve my image to stand a better chance? My clothing isn't by chance...its been a matter of practicality my whole life.
    1 answer · Mental Health · 2 days ago
  • When my fate was sealed?

    Where did the stacks of we'll call ya applications originate in my life? I'm not sure. But I imagine either A begins when I was 9 and got admitted into a dead end, get nowhere, nor get there fast school that runs a continuum of its on basis outside of society..... or at 11 years old when i simply had enough of everything and to the... show more
    Where did the stacks of we'll call ya applications originate in my life? I'm not sure. But I imagine either A begins when I was 9 and got admitted into a dead end, get nowhere, nor get there fast school that runs a continuum of its on basis outside of society..... or at 11 years old when i simply had enough of everything and to the shrink. one of those two sealed my fate as an adult
    5 answers · Mental Health · 2 days ago
  • Making half jokes?

    I was asked if I'm now paying for what I did. aid that I pay everyday. Want to see the unanswered stacks ? Mc Donald's Wendy's Burger King Acme Pathpark Kroger 7 Eleven Citgo Midas US Lawns Century 21 Which stack of "we'll call ya" do you want see, i got em all right here? But then again...what better result did you... show more
    I was asked if I'm now paying for what I did. aid that I pay everyday. Want to see the unanswered stacks ? Mc Donald's Wendy's Burger King Acme Pathpark Kroger 7 Eleven Citgo Midas US Lawns Century 21 Which stack of "we'll call ya" do you want see, i got em all right here? But then again...what better result did you think I was going to get being given everything that's free, in a dump city? I'd be better off if I was in jail. Maybe then the government might decide I'm more important than a college graduate and put me on trash crew so that I could terrorize my neighbors kids who have cerebral palsy.... pun intended. lol
    3 answers · Mental Health · 2 days ago
  • How i operate, that you may not understand?

    This was my attitude.... I'm the boss, I'm said that I'm not visiting my mom, i don't care what the court said.... I don't care who has custody, I'm living with my dad... I am not leaving this house... I will. (and I have) beat my mom up... I'm not going anywhere, and that includes with the government... they'll... show more
    This was my attitude.... I'm the boss, I'm said that I'm not visiting my mom, i don't care what the court said.... I don't care who has custody, I'm living with my dad... I am not leaving this house... I will. (and I have) beat my mom up... I'm not going anywhere, and that includes with the government... they'll have to kill me to get me out of the house. That's how bad it was..
    2 answers · Mental Health · 2 days ago
  • Self esteem problems in question?

    I was asked if my parents fostered too much of a self esteem and that's why i got the idea to beat them up. I said no.... Where my parents raised me... it wouldn't matter what they did, it would not have been sufficient to build me a self esteem. Because the city is bigger than the inside of a house. The fact is, I didn't have a self... show more
    I was asked if my parents fostered too much of a self esteem and that's why i got the idea to beat them up. I said no.... Where my parents raised me... it wouldn't matter what they did, it would not have been sufficient to build me a self esteem. Because the city is bigger than the inside of a house. The fact is, I didn't have a self esteem, other than the one that I built for myself. As a kid, that doesn't mean a nice career for $78,000 or a pie eating contest.
    2 answers · Mental Health · 2 days ago
  • Why did my mom abandon me with my dad when I was 15?

    When I was 15, and I beat my mom up as punishment for trying to enforce visitation with her.... Why did my mom just walk into the court room slathered in band aids and makeup... and tell the judge that she is requesting two things.... One, a Termination of her parental rights,beating she wants nothing more to do with me, she feels that no more use... show more
    When I was 15, and I beat my mom up as punishment for trying to enforce visitation with her.... Why did my mom just walk into the court room slathered in band aids and makeup... and tell the judge that she is requesting two things.... One, a Termination of her parental rights,beating she wants nothing more to do with me, she feels that no more use for a child parent relationship between me and her exists, she has no feelings for me any longer except for hate if you want to question it.... and she just wants to end her own parental rights. And Two, a restraining order against me to keep me away from her? Saying that i am not a whole lot less than a mafia hitman to be used when court orders against Las Vegas is issued?
    4 answers · Mental Health · 2 days ago
  • What can be done?

    What can be done if a teen says no, I'm not visiting mom... I'm not getting dressed, I'm going to stand here naked until visitation is called off. And if you try to get me dressed... I'm going to beat YOU up, dad.
    What can be done if a teen says no, I'm not visiting mom... I'm not getting dressed, I'm going to stand here naked until visitation is called off. And if you try to get me dressed... I'm going to beat YOU up, dad.
    9 answers · Mental Health · 2 days ago
  • Did Ross Ulbricht get what he deserves?

    Ross Ulbricht comes from a household where his activities are the least suspected. His website lead to an uncommon source for websites like those. He has had opportunity, after opportunity, after opportunity in life. He had a very good childhood, no doubt exists in my mind about it. His group makes America. His product has no place in the... show more
    Ross Ulbricht comes from a household where his activities are the least suspected. His website lead to an uncommon source for websites like those. He has had opportunity, after opportunity, after opportunity in life. He had a very good childhood, no doubt exists in my mind about it. His group makes America. His product has no place in the making of our legitimate America. He wore the badge of upper middle America, and acted like the dregs of stupid street side America at midnight. So as far as I'm concerned, he got a punishment proportional to his crimes and his background. comes from a household where his activities are the least suspected. His website lead to an uncommon source for websites like those. He has had opportunity, after opportunity, after opportunity in life. He had a very good childhood, no doubt exists in my mind about it. His group makes America. He wore the badge of upper middle America, and acted like the dregs of stupid street side America at midnight. So as far as I'm concerned, he got a punishment proportional to his crimes and his background. Life without parole. Because there is nothing wrong with him, short came about him, or lacking in his capacities whatsoever which would warrant rehabilitation. Bottom line... He is the kind that needs to pay.
    3 answers · Politics · 5 days ago
  • Internet nutrality?

    this is why I oppose net neutrality. It is too anonymous, although it isn't entirely anonymous, and law enforcement can't happen in real time. It isn't well moderated at all. Nobody gets kicked off the internet anymore, and the results have been anarchy. So I really don't give a f*#k if the internet without net neutrality is a... show more
    this is why I oppose net neutrality. It is too anonymous, although it isn't entirely anonymous, and law enforcement can't happen in real time. It isn't well moderated at all. Nobody gets kicked off the internet anymore, and the results have been anarchy. So I really don't give a f*#k if the internet without net neutrality is a little slower and a little more expensive, and a little less available. f)uck internet neutrality.
    Other - Internet · 5 days ago
  • Being honest?

    I was asked what kind of president do I think I would make. I said that I'll be honest with ya here, early on in my presidency, I would appear in an illusion to be a babbling idiot, because of how hard things could become. Because America's horrible businesses, and awful business models would be either shut down or overhauled. Things are... show more
    I was asked what kind of president do I think I would make. I said that I'll be honest with ya here, early on in my presidency, I would appear in an illusion to be a babbling idiot, because of how hard things could become. Because America's horrible businesses, and awful business models would be either shut down or overhauled. Things are always worse before they get better. Because I'm not just simply fixing a problem that people face everyday in America with poverty as a result... I'm fixing the whole wiring of America since day one of America... the culture of hate. but by the end of my presidency, and definitely when the next president after me shows up, assuming he'll complete my work... America would be more well off than it ever has been. And corporate America would know who the boss is, and that isn't them.
    1 answer · Mental Health · 6 days ago
  • I'd love to be Hal Moore?

    I was asked if I'd like to be hal Moore. I said I would be Hal Moore any day of the week.. VC 849,018 military dead USA 58,220 dead Allies 521 dead I would take that trade, every time. :)
    I was asked if I'd like to be hal Moore. I said I would be Hal Moore any day of the week.. VC 849,018 military dead USA 58,220 dead Allies 521 dead I would take that trade, every time. :)
    2 answers · Celebrities · 6 days ago
  • How great things are?

    3 answers · Polls & Surveys · 6 days ago
  • My niece's dad is now dying of heart failure?

    My niece's father is dying of heart failure. I told my sister that I remember a fight with him when I was 14 years old, he was 28 years old... he was 6 Ft 8, 400 pounds. outside of the apartment at Adams run apartments, I picked right up, slammed him against the wall, slammed him to the ground, and beat the ever loving sh!t out of his face and... show more
    My niece's father is dying of heart failure. I told my sister that I remember a fight with him when I was 14 years old, he was 28 years old... he was 6 Ft 8, 400 pounds. outside of the apartment at Adams run apartments, I picked right up, slammed him against the wall, slammed him to the ground, and beat the ever loving sh!t out of his face and head... and they were not just blank punches either... they were real fight winners I hit him with. they broke stuff on him. after that he hated my guts. My niece said to my sister, yeah he did... But I don't want to hear about it.
    5 answers · Family · 6 days ago
  • What do you think about my actual ideas, without the bull ?

    I was asked what the differences are between a city in the USA, and a city in my online game nation in the Arctic... representing how I would have things done. Let's start off with how our history begins. Unlike any existing country today, it isn't settled by forced settlers who were convicted of crimes. It is settled by those who... show more
    I was asked what the differences are between a city in the USA, and a city in my online game nation in the Arctic... representing how I would have things done. Let's start off with how our history begins. Unlike any existing country today, it isn't settled by forced settlers who were convicted of crimes. It is settled by those who volunteer, and they don't actually volunteer to join... They volunteer to be tested, and background checked using the Yankee White background check. and they must have enough money saved up to live in Europe for 5 years without working, although they are required to work. Secondly, we move onto leadership. No history, means nothing to grasp onto and say it was somehow, in some way better... So we nip as much as we can at the bud. We read books about the good in other people besides ourselves... and we hit the buzzer when the but but but but comes up. but nothing. the only valid but is....but they're people. We liberate ourselves from confines. That way we don't create a very angry radical one group, and a very privileged other group with some pretty bad qualities... we spread the qualities around. one example is masculinity and femininity. we don't confine women to femininity, nor boys to masculinity... We have a women's style clothing market for men, mainstream. and we have boys dressed feminine sometimes, and engage in feminine activities. likewise, we teach girls to build things, as their holiday from gender. There is many things we do.
    Programming & Design · 7 days ago