I myself live the average life, nothing really out of the ordinary. I am basically just any average 16 year old, but at times I tend to feel alone and misunderstood. I know that I am not depressed because we what can I possibly be depressed about? I am a guy who has everything, a car, a stable family, a job but no girlfriend. I think that the reason I feel alone is because I see people that have a girlfriend or have someone very special at there side. In my case I do have someone that is always there for me but she doesn't want our relationship to be anything more than a friendly one, and she has stood by that decision. I respect her noble decision, but at times am troubled by it. I really don't want to feel alone and make those around me suffer or wonder, how a kid with everything in the world be so miserable. It seems that when I am alone I have a tendency to just start feeling depressed, and I think that really isn't good. I don't want to become to reliant on friends because friends come and go, but I want someone to be on my side weather it be a girlfriend or not. I really want to have a stable life, and not have to worry about all these things because they are starting to affect my academics and social life. I don't want to constantly be lost, I want to find what i'm looking for.