Okay so I don't want anyone telling me not to do it ect. I know I need help.
So my Mum passed away in May last year, the years before that I suffered from severe depression and anxiety disorder and I was only 14. Self harmed since then and I'm now 16, couldn't bring myself to go to school then and the same is starting to happen again. I feel down all the time, my friends start to fall out with me and my boyfriend split up with me. I've tried to kill myself several times most recently by drowning, before I tried drug overdosing mixed with alcohol. It's useless trying but I want to harm myself as I have exams coming up and everything overwhelms me and I can't cope. I have these thoughts about hanging myself or drinking bleach or burning myself with it or throwing myself down the stairs but I'm scared I'll get taken away if I do. I get really angry and refuse help and I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel ugly and horrible and I hardly eat anything. When I look at myself in the mirror I am disgusted and want to cut my face. I want to harm other people and cause them pain too. I hate everyone even my friends and for no reason, they try to help me but I just don't want to tell them how I feel inside because they'll tell someone or they'll think I'm joking. I don't get on with my family. I'm not sure what to do anymore2 AnswersMental Health8 years ago
I'm 5ft6, long golden brown hair, green eyes, pale skin, slim build, "pear" shape, also my favourite colour is dark green
I like slightly gothic things, and I was wondering what prom dress you think is better out of these:
help please, thanks x17 AnswersFashion & Accessories9 years ago
any songs about violence coming from the girl in a relationship1 AnswerLyrics9 years ago
So my theme is Rock
My colour scheme is black & White with some red & purple
I want to look really grown up and feel sexy
Every dress I usually get is kinda childish, with like a puffy skirt etc. But for this I wanna wear something quite sexy (but not slutty) and like bodycon
Also it has to fit the theme/colour scheme
Also I live in the uk4 AnswersFashion & Accessories9 years ago
- play lots of rock music, Bon jovi, guns n roses, acdc etc...
-black & White colour scheme - some red & purple decorations
- smoke machine, choco fountain, uv neon paint
-lots of black, leather, sequins
-just very cool and grown up
Any other ideas?
Your opinion?2 AnswersEntertaining9 years ago
So I turn sixteen in April
(I know, it's a while away)
But I want to figure out what I could do for my 16th - I live in the uk if that's relevant
I want to have a party but I don't want it to be lame and uncool
Any cool unique ideas?
I like the Black & White theme, I love the 1940's but is there any film set in that time so as ppl would know what I meant e.g 1950's, Grease2 AnswersEntertaining9 years ago
How do you know?
See cats have never liked me as I'm quite wary around them even our old cat how was very placid and gentle would dislike me - recently though my friends cat I met for the first time was purring against me (I had no food on me) and this is very unusual for me she let me pick her up and was all over me purring and licking me and I really adore this cat :) could this be my familiar?
I'm not sure, could someone explain what is meant by it?2 AnswersReligion & Spirituality9 years ago
Not to use it for bad, to use it for good eg just make a feather float nothing evil or hurtful
My element is fire
See I'm not exactly Wiccan I'm catholic but I hold a collection of beliefs from many different cultures and religions
How would you summon/use your element?
If it happened would you physically see it or would you only mentally know?
Can someone (preferably Wiccan) explain?
Also please nothing derogatory this is peoples religion so be respectful11 AnswersReligion & Spirituality9 years ago
Well considering NASA is an anagram for Satan... And I do find them a little creepy I mean I believe in science but I think certain things are too far (like the hadron collider) people are starting to use the universe as a mere "toy" they are tearing the fabric of it apart. I believe in God and science together just to clarify for anyone.
I think NASA are a shady occult organisation
The hadron collider - well I've always believed the soul was a diff. Form of you that was able to pass into heaven/hell as they were other dimensions so maybe the H. Collider will rip that apart and unleash some stuff we are not meant to see
Your theories?7 AnswersAstronomy & Space9 years ago