im a freshman and i just made a varsity softball team. im very competitive. in practice we were doing a play over and over and something always went wrong, (someone wasnt doing something right, dropping the ball, bad throws, etc.) i said that it pissed me off to a group of my other teammates. one of the seniors seemed to get mad that i said that. I didnt mean to be mean, and ive been trying to keep my competitiveness to myself but it just comes out. how can i hide this??