First off am married with 2 kids, 2nd about 3 years ago ended up meeting an old friend quite by accident. We kissed and that went further to the extent I fell in love with her ... I think... Yes I know I am married and a bad b******d for doing this to my wife but that is not the question. I have never felt the way about my wife that I do about this other woman... I don't know if I ever loved my wife if this is what love is. It is almost like an illness since we stopped seeing eachother, I cant concentrate, sleep properly, eat properly, think about anything else but her, and occasional bouts of crying (yes crying) when I am on my own. Btw it has been nearly 3 months since I saw her last and this is everyday and doesn't seem to show any signs of stopping. Is this love infatuation or am I just going insane I need an answer someone please help!!!!!!