I've gone through a lot but I'll try to make this as short as I can.
My mother hates me. She's told me before and she tells me a lot that she hates me. It started when I was twelve and my grandmother died. She did it before but when my grandmother died it seemed to get a lot worse.
She says a lot of really mean things. One time when we had a disagreement she told me that I should tie a rope around my neck and jump off a bridge. Since I'm really feminine she always calls me a ******. Recently, when she was finished verbally abusing me I couldn't take it anymore and I told her that I hated her. It felt so good to get that off my chest. But then she started laughing and said that she hates *******.
Another time when I emotionally exploded she tried to attack me and when I held my arms out to keep her away from me she hit my arms and said that I hit her when I didn't. She called the police and since she's very manipulative they believed that I hit her and I got a domestic violence report when I was THIRTEEN.
She says a lot that she wishes that I was never born and that I should do her a favor and leave permanently. I try to but when I do leave she either acts really nice and persuades me to go home or she threatens to call the police, so I HAVE to go home.
I don't know what to do anymore. I know that because of her I have really low self-esteem and I am depressed. I have suicidal thoughts sometimes and I've attempted suicide a few times. I do not self harm but I seriously consider it. Please tell me what do I do because I know that I can not take this until I'm eighteen. I'm fifteen currently.
- and before anyone asks - no I am not a bad child. I do have moments when her abuse gets to me and I explode but I do not rebel against her, I do chores when told and I'm doing good in school. I don't smoke, drink and am still a virgin. I'm not a bad child at all.
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