Before I discuss the fantasy.... keep in mind that I would NEVER do this in real life. I'm not a bad person and I would never violate someone like this.
I have fantasies that involve boys aged 11 to 13 that are at the beginning of puberty. In one of my fantasies, I teach him about sex, touch him, and let him touch me back.
I'm 18 and female (don't know if you really care or not), but I'm scared that this makes me a pedophile and/or terrible person (even though I haven't committed any crimes or actually done anything to anyone underaged.)
Should I seek help? I'm really scared. =(