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The movie ends, it’s typical, girl falls in love with boy, girl gets boy and girl stays with boy happily and forever. I don’t see why this can’t happen to me. I mean I make friends easy; can’t someone just love me and care for me like in a love story movie? The movie ends with them kissing and then has a heart around their faces together. I zone out thinking.
I want to be loved, I want to be wanted, and I want to be the last thing going through someone’s mind before they fall asleep. I want someone to call me randomly just to say I love you. I’ve been single for so long and I’m tired of it. I feel like ****, I feel uncared for, though I know many love me, but just because I’m a great friend, I’m tired of that kind of love.
I’m going to a game with Megan in tomorrow and maybe I’ll actually find someone, maybe someone will look at me and think I’m pretty, and perfect for them. No one else, and when they see me they’ll fall in love.
They’ll try to talk to me but get to nervous that nothing comes out right; they’ll look at me and get a tingly feeling then I‘ll look back and get the same feeling and we just look in each others eyes and know that we belong. They’ll see me and picture me as the most beautiful person they’ve ever seen. They’ll be so hooked that they won’t hurt me, ever.
I’m tired of being unwanted.
I’m tired of not having someone to love me.
I’m tired of not having someone call me theirs.
I’m tired of not having someone to call mine.
I’m determined to find someone, find someone that will see me and not think about any other girls that are near or that have been stuck in their head. I’m going to look cute when I go to that game and I’m going to be perfect for who ever meets my eyes, hopefully.
I yawn then turn the 120 minute sleep timer on my TV to fall asleep to and then turn out my light. I think more about wanting a boyfriend as I stare at the TV and begin falling asleep.
I wake up to my mom yelling at me to get my *** up and get breakfast. I smell freshly cooked bacon as I felt alive and standing up. I took off my hoodie and got a tank top on because it was burning up in my room. I learned that it will help me lose weight. I’ve been around 127 after being 130 for like ever.
I need to check my weight I do every morning and then after every time I eat a big meal or get home from eating out or just gay school lunches. I make my way to the bathroom, I’ve stopped drinking soda, that’s helped a lot, and I’ve stopped eating late and now its time to start eating some fruit at least everyday and veggies everyday.
I open the door to the bathroom and find the scale under some dirty clothes. The bathrooms a mess just like usual but it gets cleaned every now and then. Sometimes I have to do it but luckily I can avoid not cleaning the toilet and all that dirty work.
I walk into the kitchen and avoid all the greasy cooked bacon and eggs and god, it smells so damn good. I grab me a box or Cheerios and get me a bowl and then the milk and then some sugar just to sweeten it up a bit I don’t really like the regular taste and my mom never buys the really yummy kind I always ask her to. But of course Gabriella, no, nobody cares what I think or like, except Meg, she’s a great friend. She actually listens to me and is helping me find a boyfriend. I think it’ll be easy for her she has a lot of guy friends and especially because her boyfriends on the football team.
“Why aren’t you eating my breakfast that I just went through the trouble to make you kids?” She asks me as I’m the milk into my bowl of cereal.
“Because mom, I told you I’m losing weight and I don’t want to eat that greasy food until I’m down to 120, or would you like me to be fat and unhealthy forever?” I’m not fat, I’m pretty average but I am unhealthy, well was but this is the new me. Also, if I’m skinnier maybe I could actually find me a boyfriend; maybe someone will look at me and love me one day.
“Gabby! You’re not fat, but okay what ever you want to do. At least you’re not starving yourself. You’re not right? You’re going to eat later to right?” I don’t really like the nick name. She always thinks that I will do something horrible though I haven’t. I’m like a perfect child that just might get in trouble sometimes. But compared to my brother I’m perfect. I laugh inside my head.
“Yes mom, I eat enough, don’t worry.” I get a spoon to go with my bowl of cereal and then make my way to my room and turn on the TV to music videos. Its funny watching a skank shake her *** to songs that don’t even sound good and no body likes, but then the good song comes on and has this suckish video that ruins all the love for the song.
Commercials come on, it’s a cave man one its pretty funny. I remember my dad used to try to keep up with them all, then they made a show and it became lame and now its back to commercials. I listen to a commercial about some singer and a ring tone for her song and I look at my window to

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ddnt get it all into there because it wouldnt lett me fit it but yeah what you think?

Answer 1

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well stephie this might sound funny but you sound plenty attractive and most guys like girls with a lil meat on them but 127 130 unless you're 4' 5" im sure you look good don't get to stressed out you sound pretty young so you have time don't rush into something with some jerk just cuz he shows you some attention what you're looking for is out there if you respect your self you'll find the guy that respects you im pretty sure im alot older than you and im still single but its nice to hear there's still people that are looking for love and not just money and looks or even sex . a lil tip guys are attracted to girls no matter what you don't have to wear revealing clothes and act slutty to get a guy . guys usually hit it and quit it with girls like that but they want true love with girls like you i also want some one to love and who loves me many times sex isn't the first thing i think about just to hold her in my arms and have her rest her head on my chest would be awesome so were out there think positive

Answer 2

lol....wow

Answer 3

uuuhm.